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The author describes general experiences with 'S&M encounters' and entering a state called 'subspace', a 'submissive, masochist headspace'.
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| Name | Type | Mentions | |
|---|---|---|---|
| Unnamed partner | person | 17 | View Entity |
| Unnamed author | person | 135 | View Entity |
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This document is a personal essay describing the psychological state known as 'subspace' within the context of BDSM/S&M activities. The author details the feeling of this altered state, its relation to consent, and personal strategies for safety. While the Bates stamp 'HOUSE_OVERSIGHT_018494' suggests it is part of a congressional investigation's evidence, the text contains no mentions of Jeffrey Epstein, his associates, or any related activities, locations, or entities.
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