Undated Past
The narrator describes a pattern of stopping her boyfriends during cunnilingus due to her anxiety that they secretly hated the act and resented her for wanting it.
| Name | Type | Mentions | |
|---|---|---|---|
| Narrator / "I" | person | 2 | View Entity |
| Unnamed 'monogamous boyfriends' | person | 2 | View Entity |
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This document is a page from a personal statement, likely submitted to the House Oversight Committee, in which an unnamed woman describes her history of sexual anxiety and dissatisfaction in past relationships. She details her fear of being perceived as 'demanding,' leading to self-suppression, and recounts a particularly painful long-term relationship where her partner refused her sexual requests. The document is a narrative of personal struggle with intimacy and communication, and does not mention Jeffrey Epstein or related individuals by name on this page.
Events with shared participants
A BDSM scene and its aftermath, focusing on the submissive partner's experience of 'subspace' and the dominant narrator's reaction and responsibility in providing aftercare.
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The author theorized she was allergic to semen after reading a magazine article, leading her to stop taking hormonal birth control and ask partners to use condoms. This theory was later ruled out.
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The narrator had a long-term relationship with a man she loved, but who refused to perform cunnilingus, causing her 'sick panic and heartbreak' and eventual 'disgust'. This period is titled 'The Fight'.
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The narrator's early sexual experiences, including being tied up by teenage boyfriends.
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The narrator's struggle with anorgasmia, which she considered a 'toxic secret'.
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The narrator's lesbian friend orchestrated a threesome.
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