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Extraction Summary

3
People
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Organizations
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Locations
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Events
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Relationships
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Quotes

Document Information

Type: Manuscript / memoir excerpt (evidence document)
File Size: 1.21 MB
Summary

This document appears to be a page from a memoir or personal manuscript submitted as evidence to the House Oversight Committee. The text describes the narrator's loss of faith, an imagined dialogue with God regarding free will, and a college experience where they researched a term paper by visiting the 'American Association for the Advancement of Atheism' in Manhattan. The text is philosophical and biographical in nature.

People (3)

Name Role Context
Narrator ('I') Author/Subject
First-person narrator discussing loss of faith and college experiences.
God Deity/Concept
Entity the narrator is having an internal dialogue with.
Plato Philosopher
Subject of the narrator's college term paper.

Organizations (2)

Name Type Context
American Association for the Advancement of Atheism
Organization found in the Manhattan phone book by the narrator.
House Oversight Committee
Implied by the Bates stamp 'HOUSE_OVERSIGHT_015072'.

Timeline (2 events)

College years (narrative past)
Writing a term paper on a dialogue between Plato and an atheist.
Unknown (College)
Narrator
College years (narrative past)
Looking up Atheism in the phone book and visiting the American Association for the Advancement of Atheism.
Manhattan
Narrator

Locations (1)

Location Context
Location where the narrator looked up the phone book entry.

Relationships (1)

Narrator Spiritual/Conflict God
Narrator decides to stop believing in God; describes previous relationship as instilling objectivity.

Key Quotes (5)

"“ALLOWED? WHY DO YOU THINK I GAVE HUMANS FREE WILL?”"
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"“Okay, well, I’ m exercising my free will to believe that you don’ t exist.”"
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"“ALL RIGHT, PAL, IT’ S YOUR LOSS!”"
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Quote #3
"I realized, though, that whenever I prayed, I was only talking to myself."
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Quote #4
"The only thing I can remember from my entire college education is a definition of philosophy as “the rationalization of life.”"
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Full Extracted Text

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over and over and over again while I was working. That afternoon, I told
God I couldn’ t believe in him any more because--even though he was
supposed to be a loving and all-powerful being--he had allowed such
devastation to happen. And then I heard the voice of God:
“ALLOWED? WHY DO YOU THINK I GAVE HUMANS FREE WILL?”
“Okay, well, I’ m exercising my free will to believe that you don’ t
exist.”
“ALL RIGHT, PAL, IT’ S YOUR LOSS!”
At least we would remain on speaking terms. But I knew it was a
game. I enjoyed the paradox of developing a dialogue with a being whose
reality now ranked with that of Santa Claus. Our previous relationship had
instilled in me a touchstone of objectivity that could still serve to help keep
me honest. I realized, though, that whenever I prayed, I was only talking to
myself.
The only thing I can remember from my entire college education is a
definition of philosophy as “the rationalization of life.” For my term
paper, I decided to write a dialogue between Plato and an atheist. On a
whim, I looked up Atheism in the Manhattan phone book, and there it was:
“Atheism, American Association for the Advancement of.” I went to their
office for background material.
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