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Summary
The document appears to be a page from a manuscript or book (identifiable as Tim Ferriss's 'The 4-Hour Workweek') stamped with a House Oversight Committee Bates number (HOUSE_OVERSIGHT_013831). The text discusses the concept of 'Adult-Onset ADD: Adventure Deficit Disorder' and the fear of becoming a 'Fat Man in the Red BMW Convertible,' representing a mundane, unfulfilling life. It details the author's experience starting BrainQUICKEN LLC in 2001 and his professional relationship with entrepreneur Douglas Price.
People (2)
| Name | Role | Context |
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| Narrator (Author) | Business Owner/Author |
Founder of BrainQUICKEN LLC; former employee of TrueSAN. (Contextually identifies as Tim Ferriss, author of The 4-Hou...
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| Douglas Price | Entrepreneur/Lifestyle Designer |
Friend and peer of the narrator; described as traveling a parallel path for five years.
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Organizations (5)
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| BrainQUICKEN LLC |
Company started by the narrator in 2001.
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| TrueSAN |
Company from which the narrator was fired.
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| McDonald's |
Mentioned metaphorically regarding a violent outburst.
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| BMW |
Used as a metaphor for midlife crisis ('fat man in the red BMW').
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| House Oversight Committee |
Implied by footer stamp 'HOUSE_OVERSIGHT'.
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Locations (1)
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Country the narrator escaped from.
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Relationships (1)
Traveled parallel paths for nearly five years... keeping a close psychological eye on each other.
Key Quotes (5)
"The question you should be asking isn’t, “What do I want?” or “What are my goals?” but “What would excite me?”"Source
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"Be realistic and stop pretending. Life isn’t like the movies."Source
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"When I started BrainQUICKEN LLC in 2001, it was with a clear goal in mind: Make $1,000 per day whether I was banging my head on a laptop or cutting my toenails on the beach."Source
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"This is when both employees and entrepreneurs become fat men in red BMWs."Source
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"The worst that could happen wasn’t crashing and burning, it was accepting"Source
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they are, in fact, referring to the same singular concept: excitement.
This brings us full circle. The question you should be asking isn't, “What do I want?” or “What are my goals?” but “What would excite me?”
Adult-Onset ADD: Adventure Deficit Disorder
Somewhere between college graduation and your second job, a chorus enters your internal dialogue: Be realistic and stop pretending. Life isn’t like the movies.
If you’re five years old and say you want to be an astronaut, your parents tell you that you can be anything you want to be. It’s harmless, like telling a child that Santa Claus exists. If you’re 25 and announce you want to start a new circus, the response is different: Be realistic; become a lawyer or an accountant or a doctor, have babies, and raise them to repeat the cycle.
If you do manage to ignore the doubters and start your own business, for example, ADD doesn’t disappear. It just takes a different form.
When I started BrainQUICKEN LLC in 2001, it was with a clear goal in mind: Make $1,000 per day whether I was banging my head on a laptop or cutting my toenails on the beach. It was to be an automated source of cash flow. If you look at my chronology, it is obvious that this didn’t happen until a meltdown forced it, despite the requisite income. Why? The goal wasn’t specific enough. I hadn’t defined alternate activities that would replace the initial workload. Therefore, I just continued working, even though there was no financial need. I needed to feel productive and had no other vehicles.
This is how most people work until death: “I’ll just work until I have X dollars and then do what I want.” If you don’t define the “what I want” alternate activities, the X figure will increase indefinitely to avoid the fear-inducing uncertainty of this void.
This is when both employees and entrepreneurs become fat men in red BMWs.
The Fat Man in the Red BMW Convertible
There have been several points in my life—among them, just before I was fired from TrueSAN and just before I escaped the U.S. to avoid taking an Uzi into McDonald’s—at which I saw my future as another fat man in a midlife-crisis BMW. I simply looked at those who were 15–20 years ahead of me on the same track, whether a director of sales or an entrepreneur in the same industry, and it scared the hell out of me.
It was such an acute phobia, and such a perfect metaphor for the sum of all fears, that it became a pattern interrupt between myself and fellow lifestyle designer and entrepreneur Douglas Price. Doug and I traveled parallel paths for nearly five years, facing the same challenges and self-doubt and thus keeping a close psychological eye on each other. Our down periods seem to alternate, making us a good team.
Whenever one of us began to set our sights lower, lose faith, or “accept reality,” the other would chime in via phone or e-mail like an A A sponsor: “Dude, are you turning into the bald fat man in the red BMW convertible?” The prospect was terrifying enough that we always got our asses and priorities back on track immediately. The worst that could happen wasn’t crashing and burning, it was accepting
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