One evening during narrator's teens
The narrator experienced her first orgasm during a sexual encounter with her boyfriend after an evening out with friends. She was very tired and fell into a deep sleep afterwards.
| Name | Type | Mentions | |
|---|---|---|---|
| Unnamed Narrator | person | 88 | View Entity |
| Unnamed boyfriend | person | 34 | View Entity |
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This document is a page from a personal narrative, marked with a Bates stamp from a House Oversight Committee investigation. The anonymous narrator recounts her sexual history from her teenage years, focusing on her difficulties with orgasm, her initial reluctance to communicate with partners, and a detailed analysis of her first orgasm. The text does not contain any explicit mentions of Jeffrey Epstein or related individuals, places, or events.
Events with shared participants
The author attended a Unitarian Universalist sex education program which was inclusive of LGBTQ+ identities but did not cover BDSM.
Date unknown • Unspecified
The author experienced a peak in anxiety regarding their sexuality, leading them to stop creating sadomasochistic art/stories and suppress thoughts of 'violent power-play'.
Date unknown • Middle School
A personal and detailed account of a BDSM-themed sexual encounter between the narrator and a new partner. The narrator describes initiating, communicating preferences (specifically about biting), and the surprisingly strong and positive connection they experienced.
Date unknown • Not specified (implied private residence)
The narrator came into her BDSM identity and began a years-long process of reconciling it with her feminist beliefs.
2025-11-20 • Unspecified
The narrator read the first chapter of Lonnie Barbach's book 'For Yourself' and had a strong, negative emotional reaction to its advice.
Date unknown • Unspecified
The narrator went out with friends to get a fudge brownie sundae.
Date unknown • Unspecified
The narrator's early sexual experiences, including being tied up by boyfriends, which she found fun but ultimately unfulfilling.
Date unknown • Unspecified
The narrator's discovery of a book on her father's shelf about female orgasms.
Date unknown • Unspecified
The narrator had a long-term relationship with a man she loved, but who refused to perform cunnilingus, causing her 'sick panic and heartbreak' and eventual 'disgust'. This period is titled 'The Fight'.
Date unknown • Unspecified
A major fight occurred between the narrator and her boyfriend after she asked for help in exploring her sexuality. The boyfriend became angry and dismissive, shouting that he didn't care about her satisfaction.
Date unknown • Boyfriend's room
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