Author's teen years
The author attended a Unitarian Universalist sex education program which was inclusive of LGBTQ+ identities but did not cover BDSM.
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| Unnamed Narrator | person | 88 | View Entity |
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This document is a page from a personal statement or testimony by an unnamed individual, identified by the footer 'HOUSE_OVERSIGHT_018498'. The author describes their identity as BDSM, distinguishing it from other forms of pain, and recounts their personal history of suppressing these desires during middle school due to societal stigma. They also reflect on their sex education, which, while progressive, did not cover non-standard sexual identities like BDSM.
Events with shared participants
The author experienced a peak in anxiety regarding their sexuality, leading them to stop creating sadomasochistic art/stories and suppress thoughts of 'violent power-play'.
Date unknown • Middle School
A personal and detailed account of a BDSM-themed sexual encounter between the narrator and a new partner. The narrator describes initiating, communicating preferences (specifically about biting), and the surprisingly strong and positive connection they experienced.
Date unknown • Not specified (implied private residence)
The narrator came into her BDSM identity and began a years-long process of reconciling it with her feminist beliefs.
2025-11-20 • Unspecified
The narrator read the first chapter of Lonnie Barbach's book 'For Yourself' and had a strong, negative emotional reaction to its advice.
Date unknown • Unspecified
The narrator experienced her first orgasm during a sexual encounter with her boyfriend after an evening out with friends. She was very tired and fell into a deep sleep afterwards.
Date unknown • Unspecified
The narrator went out with friends to get a fudge brownie sundae.
Date unknown • Unspecified
The narrator's early sexual experiences, including being tied up by boyfriends, which she found fun but ultimately unfulfilling.
Date unknown • Unspecified
The narrator's discovery of a book on her father's shelf about female orgasms.
Date unknown • Unspecified
A major fight occurred between the narrator and her boyfriend after she asked for help in exploring her sexuality. The boyfriend became angry and dismissive, shouting that he didn't care about her satisfaction.
Date unknown • Boyfriend's room
Following the fight, the narrator walked out of her boyfriend's house and wandered a suburban street in the freezing cold for over an hour.
Date unknown • Suburban street near boyfriend's house
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