Ongoing
The narrator's reflection on societal pressures for men to 'perform' sexually and how this pressure silenced her and made it difficult to express her own needs.
| Name | Type | Mentions | |
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| Unnamed Narrator | person | 88 | View Entity |
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This document is a personal narrative from an unnamed woman, identified by the footer 'HOUSE_OVERSIGHT_018503' as likely being part of a congressional record. The author recounts a past relationship characterized by emotional abuse and gaslighting, and reflects on how societal pressure for men to 'perform' sexually has silenced her from expressing her own needs. The text is an introspective account of abuse dynamics and their societal context, though it does not name any specific individuals or dates.
Events with shared participants
The author attended a Unitarian Universalist sex education program which was inclusive of LGBTQ+ identities but did not cover BDSM.
Date unknown • Unspecified
The author experienced a peak in anxiety regarding their sexuality, leading them to stop creating sadomasochistic art/stories and suppress thoughts of 'violent power-play'.
Date unknown • Middle School
A personal and detailed account of a BDSM-themed sexual encounter between the narrator and a new partner. The narrator describes initiating, communicating preferences (specifically about biting), and the surprisingly strong and positive connection they experienced.
Date unknown • Not specified (implied private residence)
The narrator came into her BDSM identity and began a years-long process of reconciling it with her feminist beliefs.
2025-11-20 • Unspecified
The narrator read the first chapter of Lonnie Barbach's book 'For Yourself' and had a strong, negative emotional reaction to its advice.
Date unknown • Unspecified
The narrator experienced her first orgasm during a sexual encounter with her boyfriend after an evening out with friends. She was very tired and fell into a deep sleep afterwards.
Date unknown • Unspecified
The narrator went out with friends to get a fudge brownie sundae.
Date unknown • Unspecified
The narrator's early sexual experiences, including being tied up by boyfriends, which she found fun but ultimately unfulfilling.
Date unknown • Unspecified
The narrator's discovery of a book on her father's shelf about female orgasms.
Date unknown • Unspecified
A major fight occurred between the narrator and her boyfriend after she asked for help in exploring her sexuality. The boyfriend became angry and dismissive, shouting that he didn't care about her satisfaction.
Date unknown • Boyfriend's room
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